This paper is a bit difficult to paint on using some of the standard techniques of resist or scrubbing. Its beautiful paper with lots of character and very thick. Once its wet it becomes blotter paper and can tear if not treated with a bit of respect.
I used some iridescent paint on this one. This paint has a bit of a sparkle to it but usually it can be very discreet and only when light hits the paint a certain way does it reflect back.
My struggle is to preserve that abstract flash – like something you caught out of the corner of your eye, but in the picture you can look at it directly. (Andrew Wyeth)
All artists struggle with their art…. that is, if they are challenging themselves. Its part of the process. I struggle often, mainly when it comes to my style. You see my style was developed by allowing myself to look for cues as I painted, which would give me direction. Using this method I have found I’ll often use colors not usually planned or sometimes I’ll add or take something out of the painting. Waiting for the painting to give me direction is sometimes like waiting for your cat to eat one of the four or fives types of food you put out for her. You may be waiting awhile. Allowing the painting to develop en route so to speak is easy unless you find yourself in a creative block
Creative blocks are sometime also part of the struggle. Nothing new and, it sometimes means a change in your style or a new direction. You may have to just” go with it” even if you hate it. Who knows, It could be a break thru. Rather than following an outlined plan. I’ll have a concept in mind, an idea or something I want to explore. Usually this is incorporated in a series.
when I start a new painting, I try to develop a composition and choose some color families then I decide the medium & thats it, I start. This can lead to a lot of painting and repainting, and this alone can make you feel lost. When I get stuck, there are several things I do to help break out of these doldrums. One is to paint other paintings while leaving your “Problem Child” out and in front of you…. say on an easel. Another is to draw in your sketchbook, even if its only doodles. If you paint, try doing something else some crafts or perhaps write a short story or go for a long walk taking your camera along. It seems anything creative can jump-start that spark. So if your struggling with your next painting or any creative endeavor, remember your not alone and perhaps you’ll find just what you need to be on your way and that day is worth the struggle.
I recently had to make the difficult decision of putting my black lab “Sam” to sleep. I feel bad about it everyday because I had to do it. I had to because I could not keep up with the constant cleaning and bathing. Also he could not be left alone for more than an hour and a half. He was in pain and had to be lifted into our car and sometimes down our stairs into our condo, often under the influence of a drug cocktail. Regardless of all the extra work I tried, I really tried. I was hoping as everyone does that he would pass away in his sleep. But he was a fighter and he hung in there always wanting to go on the walks with me and my other dogs (even if he couldn’t make it all the way back). I did all this and lots more for the last year just to help him out, but I was stressed and tired all the time. Now with my grandson crawling around I felt I had to take him into the vet. My vet didn’t encourage me but said he understood & that 14 years for a rescue lab who had heart worm and multiple other problems was actually a pretty good run. I hated to see Sam looking like a different dog, one that I didn’t know. For the last couple of years he was looking depressed and more than anything I felt bad for him, he was the pack leader and always so much the proud dog who was (it seemed to me) part human. So you may have noticed a few more “All dogs go to heaven paintings” being posted and now you know why. The Photo above was taken in 2002 ( in his prime) he loved the snow, we often called him Nanook because he could not get too much snow.